I'm going to Ottawa on Saturday for two of the FIFA under-20 games with Vic. I'm like...excited beyond belief.

I'm getting happier by the second and I can't explain it.

Gah...back up to euphoria again. When will this rollercoaster life end?

Actually, I enjoy it. I don't think I would enjoy life at all withOUT conflict, and hardship, and striking defeats.

Yes...I did use euphoria correctly :P. I just made sure of that :P. Dumm dee...

One touch can change the world, set in motion an unstoppable force, open the gates to freedom, save a person's life. It can also kill a million people.

Some people have burdens on their heart, but they don't know and don't care. Others pretend they have burdens that they don't have to grab attention to themselves.

Does the end justify the means? Does telling a lie for the sake of truth make it right? Does wasted time ever become useful? Does justice have precedence over love? 
Do bloody hands reveal guilt, or do they reveal innocence?

Is it possible to hate loving? Or to love hating? I mean that in the true senses of both words.

Why are questions easier than answers? Why is contrast so striking?

How do you cleanse a dirty heart? How do you heal a broken soul? How can you trust God when He is so surreal? How can you expect others to trust something you don't understand? How is it that reality is less important than a fantasy utopia? How do words become worthier than deeds? How does fake win out over real? How come you can feel good about bad things?

The routine seems so pointless. I'm happy in a depressing sort of way.

I finally did it. Now...I need to keep it up. I must speak with Amanda.

Oh, and the joke is on you now, because I'm amused.

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A little ancedote: I always wondered why the last sentences on my previous post looked odd. I finally saw that I forgot to put the "a" before "while". Everytime I looked at it, I would feel wrong, but I never figured it out. Until now.

This is how I felt tonight:



This is what I needed to happen:



This is what I wanted to happen:



This is what happened:



I amused myself for while. The joke is over now.

There's something about romance that is fascinating.

I saw a few episodes of a TV show that was so unpopular that it was canceled before in reached the end of its first season. I loved it, but only because of two characters that entirely made the show. If I take a step back, I can easily see why nobody liked it, but those characters...If I ever create a drama, it's going to have characters that are just as interesting as those two.

Yes, I'm not giving any more details about the show or the characters for a reason :P.