Potential for beauty makes revulsion even worse.

Sometimes, I just wish I had someone. I wish I didn't have to be patient.

Concert tomorrow(well...today). I'm excited, if only because I get to see people I really want to see. I think I'm really starting to miss MSN. But that's OK, because otherwise this whole thing would be pointless :P.

Gah, it's so frustrating to see something that has so much potential to be good twisted into something sick. I really, really am frustrated at that right now.

I think poets are really cool. I should read more poetry.

Ok, you know what I really hate? Stoicism. I really do.

I think I don't think enough. I should think more.

Hmm...I'm really sorry about not...making sense at all. Maybe it's better to express stuff only I will understand in a journal, but it's very appealing to have everyone reading my thoughts. Odd that I would enjoy confusing people.

I really feel like I'm not doing anything that's really worth anything. It's...kind of scary. Like...it's not that I'm unhappy with anything that I'm doing, really. It's just....I feel like I could be doing so much more.

How do people live without Jesus? Just thinking about that...

I think I'm afraid of too many things.

" For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind." 1 Timothy 1:7

I totally just got an entirely new look on that verse. Wow...that's...incredible.

I could go on for ages....