Humm...

A series of unfortunate events.

In the end...there is no end. Everything will be different.

It slowly emerges, and I am afraid.

Why did it have to come to this?

I hoped to break the tension...I predicted wrong.

Dark places come to light.

Perhaps...there is a certain irony to this.

The tongue is a double-edged sword apparently. All the easier to cut yourself with.

The greatest of these is love...but what if I don't have that love?

I can't talk about this...why can't I be cryptic?

Riddles were made to be solved...I should have known.

An exercise in logic with no solution is an exercise in futility...I'm sorry.

AndreaB, I'm glad you're coming to choir...for many reasons, mostly because you're really cool.

I could move on...I would kill myself, and perhaps some others.

Why do I keep thinking about Poland?

And jumpman.

Jumpman, for all you people who've never played old-school DOS games, is one of those games you can spend days on, without making any progress, and yet, it's loads of fun. It's also one where you can't save. I learned patience from that game.

Past will be past, and the future looked to be friendly. Apparently not.

I'm afraid of what will happen, and I hate it because I know what is going to happen, and I hate it because I must remain silent.

Perhaps...I should tell her. I'm afraid.

I'll keep praying, Lysha.

Sometimes, it's the small things that break your back. I just didn't know there was already such a heavy load.

I really, really miss people from camp. Mostly Matt, Ryan, R2D2, and Lexie. I miss everyone else too. For you other people from camp: Yeah, I miss you too, but at least I get to see you :P.

I haven't seen Jon in forever. Luckily, I'll see him on Friday.

Sorry about not being there Sunday.

Awwkkwaarrddd....glad she didn't decide to stick around...heh.

I didn't get that...I should have conceded my place.

I need to get to know you. I don't understand you yet, and you're getting popular. I have to find out why.

I really, really hate having secrets. And I really, really wish this one would go away.

It's too late....I have to tell you, at least.

I wish I could have known you better. I doubt I'll be talking to you anytime soon...

I thought it would be semi-enjoyable. I wish I knew...

Thanks for understanding, Luke.

Oh...that could...

Only two...it's not a hard decision...not for you, anyways.

Sarah...you make me feel really confident. Thanks.

There's something else at play here, besides this. Or...is there?

I'm sorry I can't answer your questions. I'm afraid...I think you might be angry, or dissapointed.

This isn't helping, is it, KL?

Why did I say that. The truth would have been so much easier.

I'm so, so deathly afraid. Will you ever trust me again?

KD...where are you. I really need to talk to you...

I really, really thought it would be fun. Are you right?

Trust...I have to trust...

I wish you understood...

Is it really, truly that bad? Strange...I wish it would happen to me more often...

Does anybody have a perfectly white room that has no doors or windows? It would be awesome if the floor was white too....but I can work with it.

Why can't I stop talking about you...I don't want this, I really don't.

A calm reigned over the blackened ruins that streched across the island. A few, lonely flames darted up from amidst the charred remains, and coals glowed red from beneath the bits of logs and planks. The vultures circled slowly overhead, searching for anything that might have been merely cooked, not consumed. But there would be no meat for them today. The deathly inferno has no preference for flesh or wood. Both were fuel, and both had no way of escape.

Oh the happiness...it hurts.

I wish everyone was as relaxed about life as I am right now....not worrying about anything, but still concerned about the important things. Just...

Chill.

Notice anything different about...my blog?

The time of night when music is soft, lights are dim, and mind is relaxed.

For you that have not been to Campfire!, you are missing a taste of heaven. Inside the boundaries of that camp, you can feel love flowing through everything that happens. Everything is God-centered, so full of His love. If that's what heaven is like, I would be...a lot more than happy. But that isn't what heaven is like, heaven is just....so much better! It's going to be like everything happy you've ever experienced times a million. It's going to be awesome beyond a billion moons. It's going to be everything you could ever dream about, except you can't ever imagine this. And we're going to talk to God, like, how amazing is that? It's like, right now we're talking to God through like, one of those windows you put in bathrooms, you know? You can like, not ever see through it all, and when we're in heaven, it's going to be like, having dinner with Him, except, I don't know how that works, but I can't say I really care either. And everything is going to be so different, it'll be a total shock. It'll be that surprise party that you never saw coming. Wow. He'll be back, anytime now, and I hope it's before you read this, because that would be just awesome. Can you imagine the feeling, meeting Jesus in the clouds, like...wow. Imagine that first second when you realize what's happening, and all your problems just....gone, blown away, and you start to separate from the ground, you understand that Jesus died for YOU, and now he's coming to claim you, and you couldn't be happier about it. That spine tingling trumpet, calling you, and it's so loud everyone in the world can hear it, but it's not deafening.

Maybe that's not how it works...does it matter? Nooppee.

Here's to love.